GrounD_Ctrl_to MaJor Tom!

Assulted!!

2007-07-20T08:32:00.000+08:00

Man...nnnn!!! I was filming for Uni and at 3 am in the morn (don't ask me why so late ) waiting for cabbie then two aboriginies chicks came up and assulted me and 4 others and guess what?? one of them pushed me with her fist !!! FARKKKk got a tiny scratch on mah'face :( gdamn!!! I know i should have fought back but think about it if they whipped out a knife we are all fuxkkd. Any way it was just a push in the face no biggie shoulda been more careful. Shoulda ripped her freaking hair off her head .... shoulda coulda woulda !

OK GO! - Here We Go

2007-03-27T00:49:00.001+08:00

OK GO! - A Million Ways

2007-03-27T00:21:00.000+08:00

You have a million ways to be cruel but you have a million ways to save budget ! This is one hell-uva budget video made in one of the band member's back yard, one camera, no lighting and self choreographed!

OK GO!

2007-03-27T00:09:00.000+08:00

This guys are the Creme Dela Creme of rock videos, I have seen one of their videos long long time ago ( A Million Ways) and I really thought it was a one off joke but I knew I liked it. Then once again their name "OK GO" caught me and I decided to search it through "Youtube" and (drumroll) Taa..aa..brum...dish! 3 of their best videos!! Tastefully choreographed and filmed, like no other "OK GO" is amazingly funny and entertaining I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I did !

Luna - by - Moonspell

2007-03-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

MOGWAI - Travel Is Dangerous

2007-03-25T00:33:00.000+08:00

I'm in L.O.V.E with this video !! It's so cool !!

In Repair - by - Our Lady Peace

2007-03-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

This is brilliant!

Yesterday

2007-01-30T15:13:00.000+08:00

Here is a piece i did for a group call "Five Years Pending Knife" the lead singer is Boon Jen some of you may know him. Well I personally think it's pretty ammature well er..r.. it's a class project that only require a piece of music as background and moving , motion graphics, and slightly above 1 min and anything above that would not be graded so ...(ahem) yeah there you go . SON OF A GUN!! This puny thing took me like 3 weeks tops.

There are seriously many layers and it's a hell of a deal to render but year it would be great if I did a lil more on it but the due date was so close I decided to close the deal as well. Sorry Jen I wished I had the time to do more :) Will be able to improve it soon don't worry your videos are safe with me .

Promise I'll throw in a claymation when I have the time and put everything to perspective ok ? Right now with PR and graduation shit going on I need a time out from arts and farts.

Anyway people take a listen to FYPK (Five Years Pending Knife) , "Midst of sharpening" their album in the making @ http://www.myspace.com/fypk . They are serious about their music as I am about this video. ....

over & out

Gummi Gummi Gummi

2007-01-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but this is extreaa...mlyy irritating ! However you just have this finger urge to press play again to irritate yourself. GOSHHHh what a waste of animation skills!!!!! Ca.!!Ant!! GEDD! OouTA!! Hehh ehd!!!

Let me introduce you to.... Wa-sa-bi

2007-01-18T09:28:00.000+08:00

This is...

Wasabi...
I'm currently baby sitting her. Nope she is not mine but she's a reall.ll buddy
there are some similarities between her and Ju's "Baby"

She's really smart, she can answer simple questions by tilting her head one way.
She's most responsive to the question
"Hey Wasabi, do you want to go for a walk?"

Today she found a moth... she wouldn't let it out of her sight
but I don't want her to hurt it either.
so I had to let it fly away.
It's ok Wasabi next time..

Morning has broken

2007-01-18T08:59:00.000+08:00

I dropped my friend off at work today. I love doing that. It’s almost like watchin’ a movie, especially when you put on your favorite tunes, sit back and just watch. Today, my morning was laced with, The Fray “How to save a life”

Ok back to my morning. Just like any Hollywood movie, soft cool breeze with a hint of morning sun. Like any other day, we took the regular route which is through Chinatown.

But first, we’ve got to get out of our block.

This is what you’ll get acquainted without a doubt on a regular morning. The morning wife/mother joggers, occasionally the health freak type (all geared up with a ipod /headband/ track suit) OR The pick me ups ( boy shorts , ass peek-a-boo, cleavage- is-my-best-friend , hello nipples = sort)

??What? MTV’s hiding in the bushes ready to interview you??,

Retired folks, now there a few categories here, the early paper pick up, the people greeter (likes to wave to strangers with a warm smile) and the I want to join em’ girlies at the park ( those all geared up in their track suits but aided with a walking stick)

Not forgetting sleepy drivers and sometimes kids playing “hookey”. All of these people are like character for the morning section. They will be there in the morning, like I’ve said a movie. Even though you know they are different people sometimes but you get this feeling that they put them there deliberately to make it look like morning.

Like that Mickey Mouse Mascot, “Uhh .. you want to be Mickey today ? Uhh ok” says one guy in a Mickey Mouse costume to another.

By now we have taken the left and passing Hyde Park. That’s where most of the people I have just described to you end up. Inside the park, well that’s a whole different story. And sometimes sleepy drivers end up in the park too I’m serious!

Make a right and you’ll find yourself at Chinatown, wait it’s not so much of Chinatown more like ‘Asianville” . Hokey , here is the best part if you have a gong that’ll be sweeett.

At this hour, here in Asianville, you will only find people ranging from 0-15 and 40-infinity. The rest in between are still snug in bed or with me on the road to make mullahs.

There is the grocer and the grocery shoppers, the Dim Sum-er and the Dim Sum eaters, the grand-grands and the grandkids. So much happening though I can’t hear them, you should see their expressions, the life.

Anyway now approaching the city where we come to what they call “The Horse Shoe Bridge”. Every time I get to this point I’ll feel like I’m in New York. Cars squeeze themselves in between skyscrapers by the thousands. It never occurs to me that there were so many people here in Perth. At every junction and at every traffic light , people in suits and brief cases crowd together. There are always those super healthy I-must-cycle to work people. I came up with this conclusion. Those people in proper attire at the side of the street? Those are the workers while you see these dudes on the bikes , that’s right them? Those are the Ceo-s and the managers and the directors whatchamahcall its. They have so much time as in to think of cycling while and keeping fit, “change in the office later…I have a bathroom in my office” Like who else would like to go to work sweaty and stenchy other than that dude who owns a bathroom in the office?” Too tired to cycle back ? Well someone will be around with the SUV about 6p.m.

I didn’t make this up I sum it all up when I saw this Armani suit guy trying to load his bike into his SUV once when I picked up my housemate from work. No doubt there is this other man (could possibly be his partner) helping him put his gear into the car carry his bags and all.

I can say some people don’t own a car and they do cycle to work too but you can see from the difference of the bike. Brand? Ermm.. yeah maybe the brand of the bike but .. yeah, today I say this lady she was sooo cute. Well she was in her knee length skirt, a maroon blouse, her hand baggy on her shoulders riding a simple bicycle with a bright pink helmet coming up around a bend and all at once lost a bit of her balance and lost her one of her heel.

Yes! This lady was cycling in her heels!!! I mean take them off and cycle put them back on when you arrive! Nonetheless she caught a lot of driver’s attention and she manage to get off her bike, retrieve her shoe and carry on waddling away.

At this point I’ve already dropped my friend off and heading back home. Some much to see like an opening of NYPD blues or even Law and order (remember those) people!!!

Soon the hype starts to subside and I’m back around my block again it’s time to go in and snooze abit more before I take on the world now. Hey I even got up early enough to finally meet the bin guy. Greeted him and off to bed …………………..zzzzzzzzz

"The Persuit Of Happyness"

2007-01-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

"You got a dream, you gotta protect it. People can't do something themselves, they wanna tell you that you can't do it. You want something? Go get it. Period. "

Have you ever come across a movie so close to reality that it hurts? Here is one good movie where you will sit there , mouth shut , eyes wide and yearning, mind relating and still holding on to your movie stub. I'm not saying that this is a super duper swell movie ( as one of my friends just happened to fall asleep watching it ) . BUT! Yes but!! For those who actually love true life accounts and motivational sort of flick, I'll give you two thumbs up for this one.

It's a great movie no doubt, great cinematography and none the less Will Smith. Every moment in every scene that man goes through, he fills his character with life. :Tip: The ending. That's when a true actor portrays ..... happiness. It's like no other you will see. Don't get it ? Go see it !

"CRITICAL CONSENSUS

Will Smith’s heartfelt performance elevates The Pursuit of Happyness above mere melodrama."

What I've Heard Today

2006-10-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

HATE ME ~ Blue October

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

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You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

OMGWTF

2006-09-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

OMG THIS REALLY LOOK LIKE MR.GEH!!!!!!

Death Message!

2006-09-24T01:21:00.000+08:00

This is seriously fun! Draw anything on the mirror with a bloody finger... Literally a bloody finger!!! Not a bad thing to decorate your blog with and freak a friend out.

The Fat Man's Big Day Out

2006-09-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

Heeeerrre's Johnny!! Well this is one of my projects for the MCW2006 (Multicultural Week 2006) Carried out by none other than me and my fellow advertising and promotion "Konchos". I seriously applauded to those who braved the suit and casually walked around all three campus

No doubt he had been fairly popular that day and the girls can't keep their hands off of him :P .....NAHH the real thing is that the crew kept asking people to hug and touch him even take him home. Some were really reluctant but then again, a HUG wouldn't kill you !

Here is Mr.Geh on the second day getting ready to hit the campuses. Too bad that I was sick and was not able to supervise. Not a bad out come though!

The Singing Hang-Girl!

2006-09-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

TAKE-A-LISTEN!

Omg this is by far the cutest thing I have seen ! Da rib baba di de lan du !!

Shugoi!!!

2006-08-23T05:03:00.000+08:00

Another RANDOM video

2006-08-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Sei la tit cheng chun tao!!!
this is a snipitt from a Ronald Cheng movie. I hadn't watch it myself but anyways it looks interesting. Somehow I have this gut feelin' that it's gonna suck if I really sit my ass down and watch the whole thing. So let's keep it this way.

What I've Heard today

2006-08-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

Into The Mystic ~by The Wallflowers

We were born before the wind
Also younger than the sun
Ere the bonnie boat was won as we sailed into the mystic
Hark, now hear the sailors cry
Smell the sea and feel the sky
Let your soul and spirit fly into the mystic

And when that fog horn blows I will be coming home
And when that fog horn blows I want to hear it
I don't have to fear it
I want to rock your gypsy soul

Just like way back in the days of old
Then magnificently we will float into the mystic
And when that fog horn blows you know I will be coming home
And when that fog horn whistle blows I got to hear it
I don't have to fear it
I want to rock your gypsy soul
Just like way back in the days of old
And together we will float into the mystic
Come on girl...

Mr.Potato Head!

2006-08-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

P.O.T.A.T.O.H.E.A.D.......

Omg finally a new addition to my En. Kepala Ubi collection!!! I use to have one when i was like 6 or 7 yrs old (if I remember clearly my uncle sent it to me from the states). Not knowing the worth of it , at the age of 12 I gave him away to the orphanage along with the rest of my cool stuff. I remember I had HE-man, ninja turtles and (hmm....) my little ponies and I have given them all away to the orphanage. Kinda miss them now.

Wushu Ad

2006-08-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

White hair and brows? C'mon you have to take him seriously when he tells you that you are not his challenger!!

A song for you guys

2006-08-07T02:57:00.000+08:00

This song reminds me of a bunch of guys I know. Ha Ha Ha the "Heng Tai-nism" yeah take a listen you people! Yeah talk about the "Low Yau-s", "Sei Jai",about who loves to "fong fei kei" and about the beer belly that you guys developed and the pride.. *Grins* "kam fei"(lose weight)? Seriously don't "Sai Hei". Looks faded, NOT YOUNG, belly's growin? but the good times just keep on coming.....
I personally love that part which he said
"peh jau leong "Jar" tui sai, sun kei yau tak hou fai"
"Hai mai yeu sau sun, kam fei....
(finished two jars of beer , getting pregnant immediately)
(should think of retiring and lose weight?)

Food Review

2006-08-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

A-Hah ! My first food review ... Yeah I finally came to a conclusion that if I'm to eat something it's best I say something about it . Ok the reason I bought these gummy snakes is because I succumbed to the peer pressure of the almighty commercials. But it's SOHO..oo cute and it's animated with a snake that has lisp!!! But seriously the dialogue sucks ..... Sad enough

It taste ok yeah like fruit juice too .... Not too bad I'll give a 7/10

Introducing: Psychic Detectives

2006-07-25T17:51:00.000+08:00

This is like a site to visit ! Wierdest cases, crapiest felons ! Even find out which hollywood star has a criminal record! Don't be surprised to find Yasmeen Bleeth from Baywatch, Tim Allen & Frank Sinatra even Carmen Electra! And did you know that Vanilla Ice pull out his wifey's hair in an argument ?

There was this guy that was detained for smearing vasaline on hotel rooms that he checks in and almost 3 hotels or more fell victim to his fetish. Nonetheless they caught the bastard.

Gosh and they are all real! Some even show their criminal records and testimonials. Don't for get to visit the mugshot section.

THE SMOKING GUN . COM

Rubber Girl!!!

2006-07-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

GET THE GIRL!
well looky what i found a bonelss rubber girl!!! Well she is limber she is agile and she's the kind of girl you can throw around for all you care !!!

Football Mad Nation

2006-07-17T02:09:00.000+08:00

Sunset at Cotteslow Beach

2006-07-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

days the I wish you were around....

2006-07-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

Well here is the end of the NLCAC (National Liason Committee Annual Conference) Well since there were so many "chinks" in the conference we decided to have "dim sum" for lunch.

yep and I got a tag still pending on the cert ..........sighs..............

WHAT I'VE HEARD T'DAY

2006-07-13T06:07:00.000+08:00

I Write Sins Not Tragedies

Oh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.
"What a beautiful wedding!", "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to the waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for, a toast so, pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne.

I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing
the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No.
It's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

IT's commercial FeVA! OOO!

2006-07-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

Remember when these sort of commercials use to rock your world? ......... Yeah kid wave on you might get to hook up with MJ

Sumo Chicken

2006-07-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

PEPSI DA DA DA!!

2006-07-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

WORLD CUP FEVA!!!

2006-07-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ich lieb dich nichtdu liebst mich nicht

Was ist los mit dir
mein Schatz? Aha.
Geht es immer nur
bergab? Aha.
Geht nur das
was du verstehst? Aha.
This is what you've got to know.
Loved you though it didn`t show
Ich lieb dich nichtdu liebst mich nicht (4x)
Refrain:
Da da da
da da da
da da da
da da da
da da da
ich lieb dich nichtdu liebst mich nicht
da da da
ich lieb dich nicht
du liebst mich nicht
da da da
da da da
da da da
da da da
So so,
du denkst es ist zu spät, aha.
Und du meinst,
dass nichts mehr geht, aha.
Und die Sonne wandert schnell, aha.
After all it's said and done
It was right for you to run
Ich lieb dich nicht
du liebst mich nicht
Ich lieb dich nicht
du liebst mich nicht

ECU Volunteers Traning

2006-06-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

At some point don't call your fellow work mates without asking them if you can call them first LOL!!! what the hell?

Learning how to react in a time of emergency.
Airport--- learn how to evacuvate them when there is a bomb threat.
Leave kids and bags.Don't worry they are retrivable. :P

How to tell someone that they have body odour(LOL!)

Still the traning is goin on ............

Scheisse Passiert

2006-06-28T14:08:00.000+08:00

We are build with information

2006-06-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

Therefore we can ChAnGe

Penis Name Genrator

2006-06-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

SAY MY NAME!!

Your Penis Name Is...

Thrill Drill

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Quiz:

2006-06-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

TAKE THE QUIZ

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Let me Introduce you to ;

2006-06-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

Liberty Meadows is one of my all time favourite comic since early highschool. I even had real written 'Thank You' letter from Frank Cho (the creator) as he was pleased to hear that his comic had spreaded all the way to Malaysia. I actually asked him for a picture of Ralph with hair, well I got a doodle version on the letter though. Anyway meet the characters!

Brandy

Idealistic animal psychologist and the most beautiful woman in the tri-state area. Constantly worries about her weight

Frank
Resident animal doctor. Neurotic, insecure, pessimistic and single

Ralph

A midget circus bear who was rescued from an abusive trainer. Hopeless entertainment- and-thrill junkie.

Leslie

A bullfrog and Ralph's best friend. Once almost named the village idiot but scored poorly in the compulsory swimsuit round

Truman

A duckling. Childlike and innocent. Only survivor in the worst petroleum acccident on this coast. Openly cries whenever he hears "Puff the Magic Dragon."

Dean

A male chauvinist pig and ex-college fraternity mascot. The epitome of manhood from yesteryear. Resides at Liberty Meadows for detox.



Sheldon A staunch Republican turtle bent on world domination.

The Cow

Just plain nuts!

LIBERTY MEADOWS

2006-06-11T16:02:00.001+08:00

cLeVer! cLeVer!

2006-06-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

What people to build you a title ? Try this ! It's brilliant!!

BUILT YOUR TITLE RIGHT NOW!

Let them sing it !

2006-06-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

LISTEN TO THEM SING HERE!

Feel like writing a song and no one to sing it for you? Why not let these people sing it for you? Seriously this really silly but if you tend to put Chinese names in your songs it is amazing how they find the right pronunciations to it ! I don't know why i bother to put this up but hahaha it is hell funny when you think how what this people spend time on

Currently Listening To:

2006-06-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

Met these dudes in Perth last year when my friend decided to take me to their concert on my birthday . Well hell ya they are great!

Artist:All American Rejects
Album: Move Along
Title: Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone sins
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong

Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Move along)
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

FOOTBALL FEVA!!!

2006-06-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

PLAY NOW!

BE QUICK! BE AN AGENT BUY AND SELL YOUR PLAYERS!!! WATCH YOUR MARKET SKY ROCKET OR PLUMENT TO THE DEPTHS OF NO RETURN.

HTML magic!

2006-06-10T17:55:00.000+08:00

This is a site graph picture of my blog! Apparently this person codenamed: Sala programmed this HTML Graph Applet which will generate a graphical representation of the HTML DOM of any web site. So all you have to do is go to this site:>>

SITE GRAPH!!

And type in a website that you like or a personal website and watch the graph sprout to life.Apparently if you mess up the URL then you'll see some other odd designs. It's interesting on the first few tries then the fun just dies out. Nevertheless it's good fun. !

Life Slate Take 23!

2006-06-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

Point &Click Game :Pricilla Gone Missing

2006-06-10T15:42:00.001+08:00

Here is a P & C game which is pretty easy. It's easier than most that I've played so far. The graphics are good I must say and the clues are pretty direct. This is a short one and if you are on the right track you'll probably finish it in like 5 minutes? Well I know that many have no patience with games like these so I have attach a walkthorough in the Bitchin' section, just in case some of you rather not use your brain.

[[THE GAME!]]

Monopoly!

2006-06-05T13:53:00.000+08:00

Uh-oh you've drawn this card proceed to the pay the nearest Jasmine or if you happen to know one just send the money to her. She accepts traveler's cheques, foreign currencies & visa/mastercard!

Tarot ! Marot! Carrot!

2006-06-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

This is for ALVIN!

2006-06-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

I love this book!

2006-06-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

2006-05-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

Fresh Feelin'
~ by Eels

You don't have a clue,
What it is like
To be next to you.

I'm here to tell you,
That it is good,
That it is true.

Chorus:
Birds singing a song,
Old pain is peeling,
This is that fresh
That fresh feeling.
Words can't be that strong,
My heart is real,
This is that fresh,
That fresh feeling.

Try, try to forget,

What's in the past,
Tomorrow is here.

Love on the sky above,
Lie in your way,
There's nothing to fear.

Chorus

Some people are good,
??? the hood,
So pure and so free.

I make a safe bed,
You're gonna get,
Whatever you need.

Chorus

That fresh feeling.
This is that fresh feeling.

2006-05-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

Went to a speacial effects convention today, which they so call ......

"How to make a monster" .

Basically they educate you about the art and tech of animatronics. The sad part is that they do not allow video and photography *schiesse** in the convention as the examples are duplicates (or some even) the real special effects puppets and robots.*schiesse X2**

John Cox was the man behind this *pat on the back**

o.k let me do you a lil' recap here on who Johnny is . He is like this animatronics supervisor for a wholesome deal of great movies. Remember "Babe~ Pig in the big city"? He even helped out with "Cocodile Dundee" *Versi 2001, the version in 2001 - not the old flick** "Peter Pan" and even "Racing Stripes" oh and "Scooby Doo" ,"Inspector Gadget 2" & "George of the Jungle 2".

Well he came and gave a talk about bringing monsters to life in the movies.... ermm well that's about it . There was another talk on Animatronics in "Charlie and the chocolate factory" but missed that one though :(

Nonetheless saw the puppet of the croc in "Peter Pan"
Mannn...n that thing is massive !

They let you toy with the croc's tail, set up with cameras and lights ! Emm let me define toy they let you control its movement just to give you the "syok-ness" .

An even cooler display nearby was the croc's eye. Complete with a rotating eye-ball and robo eye-lids. You walk pass it the bloody thing blinks and stares. *sugohhiii**

Well then there is other displays of how to make a Gorilla suit , creating an abdominal snow-man, display of a warewolf, the half fish, half human Gillman *from this movie I don't remember la** he looks almost like that one in "Hellboy"

Other than those there are other lil - lil stuff like the gadget from Inspektor barang-Barang. Aliens-la, gargoyles-la , animals-la.

Finally the end og the exhibition and off shopping i went . Got this cool T-shrit and a clapper board (y'know that thing you snap in front of the camera before each take?) if you don'tknow what i mean then you might as well go jump in to a horse' ass .

GO LOOKIT SOME OF HIS WORKS HERE:::::::
http://johncox.net/

2006-04-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Remember me?

2006-04-27T02:32:00.000+08:00

I lie next her in the bed,
She's the kind of girl I'd like to wed,
Never mind the fact that she's dead,
It turns me on. It turns me on.

Sure, She's a little cold to the touch,
But that doesn't bother me much,
Because the embalment's such,
A lovely job. A lovely job.

She's a month dead and she's starting to smell,
But if loving a corpse is a sin...
I'll See you in hell.

And now, I've got her propped up in a chair,
She's losing her skin and her hair,
And I'm wishing she wouldn't stare,
so much at me. So much at me.

Yeah, rigamortis has taken it's toll,
And her body is as stiff as pole,
But I'll never put her back in the hole,
I dug her from. I dug her from.

She's a month dead and she's starting to smell,
But if loving a corpse is a sin...
I'll See you in hell.

I love you

2006-04-18T01:54:00.000+08:00

Moments with the rain clouds.

Sweet is the sigh from my relief of it's presence.

But what would you know ?

Calm is the wind that breaks it's course upon my face.

Gentle is that ground I fall on that never breaks me.

But what would you know?

Freedom is that shell that embeds the soul that flies.

So fly with me.

Comfort would be my rest against broken glass that never cut.

But to bleed, is from the heart that will release you.

But what would you know?

Time seems magnificent when you know what is silence.

Burn will be that fire, set on a mind & for every memory.

Strength will be the aptitude that flows through the veins.

But what would you know?

What do you know?

Then there is Judgment, the power that provokes it all and she is me.

2006-04-16T11:38:00.000+08:00

"hold it ..don't do it."
I'm tired of actin' strong
"don't move, it's at the edge"
I can feel it.
"It's filling up fast!"
I can't see now. But I still feel it.
"wait there is still a chance that if won't fall"
It's so warm.
"Listen to me don't blink!
Too late my eyes are tired.
"You let it fall!"
It's streamin' down my cheeks.
what a relief.

2006-04-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

Broken hearts and faded dreams
Listen up to everyone that you meet
Don't you worry, it could be so sweet
Just look to the rainbow you will see,
The sun will shine till eternity
I've got so much love in my heart
No one can tear it apart

2006-04-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran,
cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate.
This visage, no mere veneer of vanity,
is it vestige of the vox populi,
now vacant, vanished,
as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude
now venerates what they once vilified.

However,
this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation,
stands vivified,
and has vowed to vanquish these
venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing
the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

The only verdict is vengeance;
a vendetta,
held as a votive, not in vain,
for the value and veracity of such
shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

Verily,
this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction,
and so it is my very good honor to meet you
and
you may call me V.

2006-04-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

Today i heard the most tragic news about a friend's uncle . I was just casualy asking him how he was when he reminded me about his uncle's death. I told him that I was sorry to hear that and asked him, how or what caused his uncle's death? And guess what ? His uncle was murdered. In malaysia , in KL , @ Jalan Merpati .... I was totally stunned. And he was so sad and kept telling me that it's ok everything is fine but I can see that he was just trying to stay calm ... poor guy.

2006-04-11T20:33:00.000+08:00

Nicknames: Mann, Shit-man, he-man, Spider-man, Super-man, Jazzy, Fly , Gurlie (Family), Princess (Family)
B-day: 25th of August
Age: 23 (legally)
Sex: I'm confused , my parents refused to tell me
Where do you live: North Perth, WA
Pets: 3 Dashunds and a mix breed (which now looks like an Alsatian)
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Righty or Lefty: Righty but in some occasions a left.
Hair color: Black with brown,red,blue,green& blonde streaks
Hair length: long
Eye color: Dark brown
Height: 5 ft 3"
Do u wear contacts or glasses?: Both
Do you have any piercings? Two on the right ear , one on the left & one on the belly !
Do you have a tattoo? Yeah on the left side of my belly it seems like a mole but seriously it's a tattoo of the entire universe!
Do you wear any rings? Yeah on my neck .
Do you have a certain fashion you follow? Fashion ? What fashion? Sometimes I'll dress up as a Goth chick to scare the neighborhood kids.

Current News...

How are you today? Mellow... But wide awake!
What pants are you wearing right now?: My paddle-pushers
What shirt are you wearing right now?: A top by JAG
What does your hair look like at the moment? Mr. Incredible's daughter
What song are u listening to right now?: Apparently "Freak On A Leash"
What was the last thing u ate?: Bread stick in cheese & salmon dip
Last person you talked to on the phone?: My group mate
Last Dream you can remember: Something with Ju in it .... (I'm serious)
Who are you talking to right now?: Claire !!!
What are the last four digits of your phone number?: 5050

Random Stuff..

If u were a crayon, what color would u want to be?: Cyan
What CD are you going to buy next?: The up coming LP album
What's the best advice ever given to you?: (Not the best but the most recent)
GO! The lights don't turn green forever!?
What are your future goals?:Finish with Uni apply for Animalogic !! :P (drooolll)
Do u like to dance?: Hell yeah. I do a lil' Fox trot then a lil bootie shakin'
Worst sickness u ever had?: Blood poisoning.
What's the stupidest thing u've ever done?: Let my brother give me a mullet / me and my friend tried to freak her mom out and hid ourselves in the boot turns out we locked our selves in accidentally and had to travel the rest of the journey in the boot as a form of punishment. ( now you pick)
If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: perfect eye sight (i'm goin blind)
Where do you shop the most?: I shop almost on impulse so I don't have a specific place

Ever more random stuff...

How many kids do you want to have?: eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!
Son's name: Agent #1
Daughter's name: Agent #2
Do you do drugs?: Hell-ya ! Ventolin , Paracetemol, some antibiotics, Drips, Carbon pills, vitamin C,B , sometimes multivites
Do you drink?: A normal human being requires as little as 1.2 liters and as much as 7.7 liters of water a day.
What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use?: Loreal
What sport do you hate the most?: mud wrestling ! oh wait you mean hate? ermm can't think of any
How many TV's do you have in your house?: 3
Do you have your own?: yes
ur own phone line?: use to not anymore
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: a goose, a ted, a flower & now a monster (raaarwww)
Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: I sprained my ankle once while playing tennis

Who do you dream about?: Almost anyone sometimes people I don't know and then meet them in the streets (freaky eh ?)

Are you ~~sappy~~ Romantic? hmm yeah sometimes.......

Do you believe in Love?: It does exist ...
Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: hmmm........ (oh shit long pause) YES ! Yes I have!
Do you have a crush?: hahahah Ju would know him :P
Do you believe in Love at first sight? Yeah , once I saw this spawn collectors figure I almost cried, it's..... it's... so beautiful it happened another time when I saw the Matrix limited edition APU unit and the entire Ol'skool Transformers Autobots collection...... and my first sight of the Hummer H2 & H3, now that's what I call love.
Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?: South Africa (there is this magnificent view of the galaxy from earth), Barbados (live in the Caribbean like the pirates), Bahamas(I heard it's paradise), Madagascar, Spain and England (I promised someone)
What song do you want played at your wedding?: Holiday in Spain isn't a bad idea but seriously the theme from "Forrest Gump" is great!!
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: Presence of his mind then his eyes & smile then the scent of his soul.
Are you shy to ask someone out? Erm no it's just three words "Let's go out!"
Who do u want to spend the rest of your life with? [:) ................................... (somewhere at the back of head is screaming MIKE SHINODA!!!) then another voice came up ( Psstt... bad idea)

Girls on Guys (Girls only, unless you're gay or something.)

Boxers or briefs: hahah boxers (the humble side of men are through his boxers)
Curly or straight hair: doesn't matter does it ? it's the way he styles it
Tall or short: TALL
Six pack or muscular arms: hmm.... a lil' bit or both .
Good or bad guys: A good guy trapped in a bad guy's body? (can use this answer?)
Ears pierced or not: doesn't matter as long as it's none of those training hoops for his pet fly to fly right through.
tan or no tan: hmm tan
Dimples or not?: Does it matter??
Stubble or neatly shaven: neat with rugged stubbles .
Rugged or sporty: Rugged
Studly or cutie: Cutie last longer
Accent or not: doesn't matter seriously . Imagine if you ever date a guy with a strong indian accent what the hell would you do ? would you still want him to have an accent?
Smart or dumb: Smart definatly but at times dummer
what sports should he play?: all sorts.
dependent (whipped) or independent?: a lil bit of both.

Guys on Girls (Guys only, unless you like to fondle tofu)

Sandals or thongs:
Painted nails or not:
Regular or sports bra:
Bra straps showing or not:
Cute n' mysterious or wild n' sexy:
smart or dumb:
Dark or blonde hair:
Long or short hair:
Curly or straight hair:
Dark, light, or crazy cool eyes:
Long or short nails:
Hat or no hat:
Good or bad girl:
Hair up or down:
Jewellery or none:
Tall or short:
Accent or no accent:
Pants or dress:
Tan or fair:
Freckles or none:
Shy or outgoing:
Talkative or quiet:
Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick:

Choices, choices...

Lights on/off: Since my most loved quote have been taken, Well lights OFF stars ON
Sun or rain?: SUN
Do u like scary or happy movies better?: Scary happy movies
On the phone or in person?:<<>>>
Paper or plastic?: Paper
Summer or winter?: Summer
Hugs or kisses?: Hugs
Chocolate or white milk: Chocolate
Half empty or half full?: full
CD or DVD: DVD
Vanilla or Chocolate? BOTH in a swirl!!!
Skiing or Boarding: Both
Day or night: ermmm DAY
Sunset or sunrise: sunrise

Favourites...

Colours: Black & white &amp;amp;amp;amp; pink & Blue & brown & grey
Food: Chinese , indian & Malay, (back to my roots y'all)
Fast Food: Burger King, Sushi King?,A&W, Jack in the box,
Ice Cream Flavor:Chocolate Overload!!
Sport?: Basketball some how golf too :)
Animal: Dogs, cats, horses, wabbits, guinea pigs, hedge hogs, frogs, puffer fishes!!! Seriously anything that walks this earth in the animal kingdom.
Music?: There's a large variety that I would love to name it but it'll turn out like that previous question.
Song: You are so beautiful -By Louis Armstrong
Band: Linkin Park, Disturbed,
Number: 25
Actor or Actress?: Will Smith
TV show: I use to watch F.R.I.E.N.D.S,NYPD , Futurama & The Family guy alot
Clothes Brand: ZooYork
Saying: Lets see it from my point of view, it's not like it's the end of the world .....But

Confess thy sins..

Gotten Drunk?: Heh .... pull my finger
Broke the law?: Loads of times
Ran from the cops?: ermm I stayed and reasoned with them.
Tried to kill yourself?: LOL I did it so often last time when I picked fights with my brother (you have to see the size of my bro)
Made yourself throw up?: no what for ?
Been in love?: heh heh ermm I think?
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I'm a girl aren't I ?
Did/Said something to hurt someone?: I AM A MOUTH

Reach out and Tag someone...

Chester
Mike
Joe
Phoenix
Rob
Brad
G.Lucas
Mark.R
Snoop Doggy Dog
Will
(hahaha)
Ross
Monica
Chandler
Joey
phoebe
.....?
John
Paul
Peter
Ringo
...???

2006-04-07T15:29:00.000+08:00

two samples of my web designs. Unfortunately it has not been choosen but woo hah i did my part...

2006-04-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

I hope it flies
damn it doesn't fly
anyone know how to put in gif that works?

2006-04-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

Victims

the stars won't blink anymore

the sun won't shine anymore

the rains won't stop anymore

the birds won't fly anymore

don't you look at me like you used to be

don't you look at me, held my hands you can sober me

don't you look at me like you used to be

don't you look at me like you wanted to be me

my son ain't here anymore

my mom won't help anymore

my scars won't heal anymore

we won't make love anymore

don't you look at me like you used to be

don't you look at me, held my hands you can sober me

don't you look at me like you used to be

don't you look at me, help me find my family

the thieves won't snatch anymore

the men won't fight anymore

the preach won't preach anymore

you won't come back anymore

2006-03-31T13:53:00.000+08:00

My ART My LIFE!!

art work by ~ Jasmine Xie

2006-03-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

Haha gosh i miss this bunch as well they were fun people :)

2006-03-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Just got home from editing today, had my dinner (turkey, avacado,egg & cheese sanwich) . Watched a lil bit of " Las Vegas" then up to my room to chill. Suddenly I miss grandma . It's funny how far apart we are now. I'm not talking about me studying overseas. I am talking about not being close to her anymore. Nic & me were like the closest to her when we were really young. She is like that coolest grandma that one could ever have.

I remember how she always surprises Nic & me with baby wabbits eventhough mom forbids us to have anymore pets in the house. She'd bring a huge cardboard box with her on one of her visits and put it in a corner then give us (Nic & me) that wise cunning stare but not tell us what's in the box. She always start chitty chatty with mom in hokkien, then waits till mom leaves the room before signaling for me to come over. "What do you think is in the box?" she will ask in cantonese then urge me to go and open it . Nic always knows what's in the box while I'll always be the curious one and easily surprised. There were rabbits (of course) in the box & before mom comes back out , grandma will tell both Nic and me to put them with the other rabbits that she had brought over like months ago.

For me it was a thrill getting to fool my mom when I was young . But now thinking back she just pretends not to notice them. :P

Hmm grandma , she cooks the most amazing dishes in the world and she never fails to get dessert done at the same time . Hey nyonya kuih are amazing ! It's not only the taste but the cute shapes and characters she comes up with. I mean sometimes it doesn't even look like a rabbit but she tells me it's a rabbit , oh well.

Oh I would never forget how she designs and makes clothes for my Barbies! It's amazing ! Her designs were like Salvatore Ferragamo hahah I'm not kidding . I have no idea where the ...... she gets all those really nice meterials. My Barbie had like leather jackets , velvet dresses with like drop shoulder designs, beach wear & lingerie !!!

But it's just sad now that I grown up, we are not that close anymore . We still have alot to talk about but it's just that we don't see each other that often .... Gosh I miss her .....

2006-03-28T02:36:00.000+08:00

About :A Michael 'Kenji' who knows Shinoda

Micheal "Kenji"Shinoda of Linkin Park

Born to a Japanese father (Leslie Shinoda) and a Russian-Hungarian mother (Kim Shinoda, reportedly a distant descendant of composer Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky)

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Quotes Schmotes:

Mike: I'm not a very reading person, I like to look at pictures.

Chester: Mike likes porno.

Mike: I don't like porno. I like graphics...

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Chester: There was another time when Mike was in a really foul mood and we had to make a pit stop so he could use a porta potty.

Mike: Chester?!

Joe: I remember this one!

Chester: Anyways, Mike went to use the porta potty and we were waiting inside the RV. It was Joe's idea, but we all got out and started to rock the thing back and forth. We didn't mean to, but we ended up tipping the porta potty over while Mike was in it!

Mike: That was so not funny.

Joe: Yeah it was, you should have seen the look on your face when you got out of there!

Rob: Mike was covered in crap. He had to strip down before we let him back on the bus because he smelled so bad!

Chester: Then we attacked him with air freshener.

Brad: Lysol!

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Joe: Chester has a bad mouth.

Chester: Fuck, fuck, fuck?

Mike: Bagawk!

Chester: I said fuck, not cluck!

2006-03-28T02:27:00.000+08:00

"Be The Change You Wish To See In The World"

~Gandhi~

*pop in the indian accent , tension's gone

2006-03-20T16:14:00.000+08:00

About: A Chester who knows Benington

Chester Bennington of Linkin Park

Chester had a rather unpleasant life right through adolescence. He was sexually abused as a child, by many who were close to him. A few of his friends committed suicide, and one of his friends died in a freak skateboarding accident down a hill

Chester's Tattoos
As of 2/08/06, Totaling 14:
Upper Left Arm - (Pisces)
Upper Back - (Six arms spread out) This Tattoo was to illustrate chester on stage. the tattooist gave the picture 6 arms to show how he holds the audience with his music.
Lower Back - (Linkin Park lettered in old English) This tattoo was the result of a bet Chester made with a friend of his. If Hybrid Theory went platinum, the tattoo would be free. If not, Chester would have to pay full price. The album went platinum, and Chester got a free tattoo.
Upper Right Arm - (Japanese Koi Fish)
Lower Left Calf - (Hybrid Theory Soldier)
Left Arm - (Flames)
Right Arm - (Flames)
Right Calf - (Dragon)
Ring Finger on Left Hand - (Engagement band)
Pinkie Finger on Right Hand - (Birthstone in gold ring)
Left of Back - (Dragon)
Right of Back - (Dragon)
Right Elbow - (Unidentified tattoo that looks like a skull on a rose?)
Left Elbow - (Skull with crossing swords underneath)

Chester says:-

I got on the bus and went straight to Arizona State University. I never enrolled because I couldn't afford it but since classes were held with 200-500 people in there - except for advanced philosophy, where there were 10 people - I got away with it. I think the philosophy guy knew, but he turned a blind eye because he enjoyed my presence.

Chester: We're sooo boy bandish, aren't we? I think it's because of my strikingly good looks.

Mike: I think it's because of your strikingly bad looks.

Chester: I totally disagree. I think I'm the most important person...ever.

Mike: I think Chester's full of himself and I think that's really hot!

Chester: Yeah sometimes at night you're full of me too.

2006-03-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

Oh well what a day ! It's so bloody hot ! It's bloody 37 degrees you would roast out there!!!. Yesterday I went to the beach and everytime I'm near the sea side I feel this strange thing that I'm free from everything , every possible thought you just want to walk and walk and walk and before you know it your friends are like wayyy...y behind you . "How did I get so far?" It reflects on life itself. You are alone, far from everyone else and you have moved a long way, away from them but you don't know how the heck you got there? O.k now you have three choices, turn around towards them and then walk together OR stand there and wait till they reach your point OR walk on and let them catch up. I , walked on alone . But here is the fun part they caught up and then I wasn't alone anymore . Strange isn't it sometimes when you think you are gonna do something alone suddenly company appears . :) FRiEnDs they are amazing .....

By~Green Day
~~~Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road

The only one I that have ever known

Don't know were it goes

But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street

On the Blvd. of broken dreams

Were the city sleeps

And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me

My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find

Till then I'll walk alone

2006-03-15T14:22:00.000+08:00

Artwork by ~ Julian Matthew

The cryin' doggie (but I think he is sleeping very soundly)

2006-03-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hey look what I found hidden deep in my hard drive!! My ol'work!

2006-03-13T22:31:00.000+08:00

Shove Me - by Tan Boon Jen

[this is a song bout a boy always being deserted]

you're frolicking, you're choosing men to play
i want to play, but you pushed me far away
i'm gliding down, it's a sobering effect on me
i don't need no pills, so can you let me go with you

can't you see, the color's fading
can't you see, the world is changing
can't you see, the color's fading
can't you see, the world is changing

i want to do the things i've never tried before
do it all alone, i'd feel so insecure
i don't need no pills, so throw it all away
this is what i want to say, throw it all away

i don't sleep at night, i walk around the streets
on these empty streets, i think of earliest memories
i'm still gliding down, it's a sobering effect on me
i don't need no pills, so can you let me go with you

can't you see, the color's fading
can't you see, the world is changing
can't you see, the color's fading
can't you see, the world is changing

i want to do the things i've never tried before
do it all alone, i'd feel so insecure
i don't need no pills, so throw it all away
this is what i want to say, throw it all away

you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away

you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away

you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away
you always shove me, shove me away

tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing

tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing
tonight tonight, the world is changing

2006-03-11T16:59:00.000+08:00

"Falling" by Ben Kweller
Wind is cold alright back in Dallas.

The neon light from the building letsyou know you're home.

You'd go way back when if you wanted to be my friend or you'd call me.

I'dunderstand, it's true.
I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling down.Just say "hello" to the ground.
Ba ba ba ba ba ba
Wait there, I'll be right back.

Down in Times Square it's a heart attack.

All the feeling makes you feel so new.

Trees fall and so do men.

Even the walls start caving in and you feel likethere's no pretend for you.
BUt I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling down.

Just say "hello" to the ground.
We could talk if days weren't so fast,and mistakes just leave it so unsure.

Wanna hold you like never before'case we're falling and I love you more and more.
Do you feel like you're falling down?

Do you feel like you're falling down?

I don't feel like I'm falling-falling-falling down.
I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling down.Just say "hello" to the ground.
Ba ba ba ba ba ba
Do you feel like you're falling down?

Do you feel like you're falling down?

I don't feel like I'm falling-falling-falling down.

Just say "hello" to the ground.
I don't feel like I'm falling.

No, I don't feel like I'm falling.

2006-03-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

"I don't want to be a loser, that's why I want to be a rockstar."

~ Everclear

Imagine , when imagination is at its peak? Things don't seem to work as thought you can plan? Why do you think people wanna be famous?

The irony of human life forms.

Some say that they want to be known, their name means something and their lives are bid with the purpose to be notice. Some say that they want to make money, fame = money, you are famous people wants to see you they'll pay to get a glimpse of you. While some gladly admits that they crave for the lime light, that ever glowing, triumphant feeling that they dwell for.

I think it is a basic human characteristic. It is natural that people crave for attention. Everybody needs a lil' bit of TLC once in a while. Name me one person on this earth that does not need attention. There maybe are some that fear attention. However if you happend to drown this particular person with attention no doubt he/she will infact get addicted to it. The need or feeling of comfort and existance is in fact an addiction. Basicaly too much of anything would eventually become an addiction. But how much, is aconsidered a state of "enough"? So.... Do you think being famous is important?

O.k. Back to the point of being in the lime light , how much is enough? What is enough? Or is there a limit at all ? Do you need it to survive? As the sun to plants? Will you wither and die?

I have met some people that would practically go bezerk with out being noticed. I'd call them "garden shrubs". They need the light so much & a lot of TLC. These are the kind that will feed on the amount of attention they are given, not just any attention but the kind that makes them feel good about themselves. Or else they'll just look dull and dead.

While some I call them the "bonsai' . These sort of people just need a like shaping and good start in a crowd and they will flourish themselves ever more. Just a lil' push start and they'll do just fine and trim them once in a while (up keeping of course). They'll remain just the same and people will just admire them.

Next there are those that I call the "cactus" . They don't need any water any care for a freakin long while (mind you we maybe talking about plants but I'm still relating it to humans) you can leave them in the sun or is the shade they don't care. Just once in a blue moon give it some water?

Lastly there are "weeds". This sort of people would just be there & anywhere!! They don't need you to put them in the light they will find it whether they are welcome or not ! These are the life balancers . I'll tell you what I mean. Vision a garden with no weeds. Perfect don't you say? A gardener's dream come true. But don't that just seem unreal? Sometimes weeds are what bring life to a garden, you see the imperfect grow and you cut them and they still grow!

Nonetheless here are your 4 kinds of narcissistic people hope you find a theory to prove me wrong!

2006-03-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

Ground control to Major Tom ,

Ground control to Major Tom:

Take your protein pills and put your helmet on

Ground control to Major Tom:

Commencing countdown engine's on

Check ig-nition and may God's love be with you

This is ground control to Major Tom,

you've really made the grade!

And the papers want to know whose shirts you wear,

Now it's time to leave the capsule if you dare

This is Major Tom to ground con-trol,

I'm stepping through the door

And I'm floating in the most peculiar way

And the stars look very difeerent today

For here am I sitting in a tin can,

far above the world,

Planet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do,

BRIDGE:Though I'm passed one hundred thousand miles,

I'm feeling very still

And I think my spaceship knows which way to go,

tell my wife I love her very much she knows

Ground control to Major Tom:

Your circuit's dead, there's something wong.

Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you hear me Major Tom?

Can you hear me Major Tom? Can you ...

Here am I floating round my tin can,

far above the moonPlanet Earth is blue and there's nothing I can do

This is a song by David Bowie frm the soundtrack of Mr.Deeds.....

2006-03-09T14:12:00.000+08:00

There were sand and ants on the BALCONY!!!
so i decided to quickly wash it off the balcony cause mine just leads down to the opening of the garage door.

Thought to self: If I do this quick enough I will not obstruct anyone.

#1st bucket - pour

#2nd bucket - pourrrr

#3rd bucket - ...............

The neighbours came out and thought that our house overflowed hahaha i waved casually
"ohh' no worries just washing off the sand"

And they just laughed "you sure it's not your bathtub there?"

" oh ha-ha-ha no no , it's the sand and this lil red bucket of mine"

Dammit ...... busted..........

2006-03-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG STARTS....HERE!
Well , well , well here is one thing that I hardly would do , blog !! I prefer the regular pen to paper especially with hide and quills. But what the heck here goes nothing. I remember I use to keep two kinds of "hard copy memory"**[I don't like to call them diaries cause that would make me sound like one of those Ah-meh-ri-chan high school kids that start every page with "Dear f-king diary"]Ok now back to the story, someone actually found both copies. One was on the table which I trust no one would be so ass-holic to open and read it and the other which is located in my C: drive. Oh well then there was a moment of tension as that person found some offensive things with what I have written and demand that I throw it both copies away....**[ But in there were years of memories and life!!]Just throw that particular page away? Yeah I wish ... you see that book is rather unique, the pages are linked like it's not stapled it's like a piece of looo...ong paper that folds into a book like thing so to tear it means to destroy the whole book**[bwahahah like the Da Vinci code if you destroy you'll destroy it all]So this cold cold war went on about weeks and maybe about a month then I give up and burnt the whole book and delete what I've written. I regretted seriously there were great stories of the past in there which I , now barely recall those exact words that I've written. Y'know like when you are in the midst of the moment where no one can stop you from writing? Yep all gone ........
Ever since then I have never written anything about work, life or even thoughts. Too damn pissed and torn to throw all my efforts away. They weren't just confessions of a teenage mind but a work of art I must say the lingo, the angst , the feelings were magically turned to words , writing and drawings . I thought i did it for a good cause to save the day and then guess what ? Nope that's not it. If I remember clearly there were even street poetry. Good cause my "aunt fanny".
i hope the book is some where in book heaven